head over feet

he hasn’t mislead me. he is not one of those fuckwit commitment phobes. i knew exactly what he had on offer.

his ex wife screwed him. she was the latest in a long line of women who took him for granted. who just took in general. i understand why he wants to please himself. i agree with him. it doesn’t stop me from wanting him. i am on dangerous ground. he is already much closer than he should be. i have not been prudent.

how could i possibly say no to a man so unique. a man capable of sustaining my interest hour after hour. night after night.

he is old enough to have grey hair, but has managed to preserve an innocence that is irrisistable.

and yet he can still dominate me. just rough enough. and, then ,oh so gentle. he holds me like he feels it.

he is my friend.

his words brighten my days.

i want him to be happy.


the problem is i have a secret,

i want more.


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