stupid girl

why can’t i just say, this is me.

 not exactly what you thought you wanted.

 a little younger, probably weirder, but here i am. i wouldn’t hurt you. i’m not going to take you for granted. i am happy to make you a cup of fucking tea. i know i am leaning towards crazy, but i don’t want anything from you. i don’t expect you heal me. i won’t ever ask you to get your hands dirty.

when i look at you, i see someone i want to know.

 i see someone i always want to know.

i have no idea what you see.

i have no idea if you will ever let yourself see me.

we could be us. in lots of ways, we already are.

i’m waiting for you to notice. or not.

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