i know you haven’t made your mind up yet

who am i kidding ?

 this will certainly end in tears.

 if i am ever able to cry again,it will end in tears.

 

i am tired and emotional and he makes my stomach flip.

 

 at this moment, i want nothing more than to lie beside his hot body.

feel his arm slip around my waist & clasp my hand.

 his toes mingle with mine.

 

i love to turn in the night and find him right there beside me.

 solid not waking, softly snoring.

 fuck, i am a slushy pathetic girl.

 i kiss his shoulder.

 i can’t stop myself

 

is this love ? or just the closet i can let myself get to it ?

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