never mind how i find someone like you….

having finally accepted that i cannot have the man,

i am dating.

i find it very confusing.

i compare everyone to him

&

no one measures up.

there is nothing really wrong with the men i have rejected.

there is just no spark,

no butterflies,

no zing.

i want to fast forward this trying people on for size stage.

i want to just sip someone on & be comfortable.

i was always comfortable with him.

we never had awkward moments

never ran out of things to say.

i never once looked at him & questioned my desire.

i’ll keep looking.

the man i want to marry is out there.

i just have to track him down.

wish me luck.

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