maybe you’ll run ….

withdrawal has taken approximately

 32 hours

i’m doing that crazy girl thing

of

going over everything he said

and

searching for significance

the bit that is really sticking

is

“i wish i had met you before my wife”

what does that mean ?

(don’t worry, he’s divorced)

i didn’t think that i still mattered

to him

it was easier to move on when i

thought

he didn’t want me

there was no going back

nothing to cling to

now, i know

i can still make him do that smile

and

fling his arm across his head in bed

i want to call him

and

ask him what that meant

but

that’s just insane

right ?

is he thinking about me

right now ?

does he wish i with him

is he fighting the urge to call me

how do i stop

when it’s so good ?

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2 Responses to “maybe you’ll run ….”

  1. jenna Says:

    stop.
    you know where this leads.
    sorry love.

    • doyourememberthattime Says:

      i know, i know. i’m not attempting to ahve a reltionshop with him. i don’t know what i’m doing.

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