we’ll all be lonely tonight & lonely tomorrow…

crying in the middle of the night is back.

dark rooms

dark thoughts

indiscernible tears.
i feel hollow

&

fractured.
multiple precarious cracks 

all threatening to give way

and i’m not gentle 

i can’t be trusted with my crumbling self 

i’m likely to stick my fingers in the gaps 

and

pull my roof down.
the safest option is 2am tears. 

just lie very still in a dark room

and

cry 

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One Response to “we’ll all be lonely tonight & lonely tomorrow…”

  1. Im sorry you are so alone. I wish i could give you some words to help ease the loneliness but it doesnt seem to work like that. I will have to settle for a small prayer that you might sonehow feel Gods gentle spirit near to you at these times.
    Firefly
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