crying in the middle of the night is back.
dark rooms
dark thoughts
indiscernible tears.
i feel hollow
&
fractured.
multiple precarious cracks
all threatening to give way
and i’m not gentle
i can’t be trusted with my crumbling self
i’m likely to stick my fingers in the gaps
and
pull my roof down.
the safest option is 2am tears.
just lie very still in a dark room
and
cry